- “We’re your family, we’re allowed to make fun of you”
- “Come on, it’s just a joke”
- “toughen up and stop being a baby”
- “We’re just teasing”
BULLYING IS BULLYING NO MATTER WHO IT COMES FROM.
IT JUST HURTS A FUCKLOAD A LOT MORE WHEN ITS COMING FROM PEOPLE YOU TRUST
this post will often go weeks without a note
and then there’ll be a holiday
and it resurfaces
and that makes me sad
It really is so much more when it comes from people I care about. I can ignore it from people I don’t like or don’t know, but when it’s somebody close to me… That’s when it hurts.
"I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake the funk."
Joquesse Eugenia (via blonde-buddha)
The Kid and myself are not to be.
We met yesterday, because of common friends. We dared to be honest. There was no spark, we both agreed and we were both a little annoyed. In the wake of yet another failed romance I’ve found a friend, though. Despite first impressions he’s made on several of my friends, he is actually very nice. And he listens. Yesterday he spent 45 minutes on the phone with me as we were heading to each our bed and talked me out of the crying mess I was in. Made me laugh and smile. Gave me ways to handle it when it’s all too much.
He knows what it’s like. And he’s been honest with me about his problems from when he decided to tell me. He knows about mine too, now.
I’m glad to have him as a friend.
Clementine and I share a very ducked up head space
Shouldn’t have done that. Shouldn’t have looked at the ghosts I have to compete with. Shouldn’t put myself in this situation when I know it’ll trigger my goddamn inferiority complex and make me feel like shit.
On the upside, people I work with keep telling me I’m really good at what I do, that I’m nice and talented, and a good leader. It means a lot to me. I didn’t even want to hold the position I’m in, did it more as sort of a favor, but over the past semester I feel like I’ve grown a lot. Now I actually like having a leading role.
Ready to stop pretending I care about you yet?
This can’t be too fucking much to ask for, can it?
This feels a lot like closure.
Went to a concert with a friend today. The artist was introduced to me by R, a guy I’ve been crushing hopelessly on for too long no (it’s a very on and off thing, and he’s very much just been playing with me I think). Suddenly it feels like it might be over. Like hearing the song he sent me back when we started talking played live, sounding so much more raw and even angry than it does recorded, just set me free of the spell somehow.
Also, the boy straightens his hair. Now, not that I mind people having their own style, but I don’t think dating a boy who spends more time fixing his hair than me is something I’ll ever feel like doing. Especially when that means he’s so damn obsessed with his hair I can’t even pull it during Sex.
Not to say the sex wasn’t great - it was, but man… I scratch and bite and claw and pull, and he’s to vain for marks… That just doesn’t work out, does it?
This feels good.
Zodiac Libra facts.
I really do want to tell sometimes, but I just can’t bring myself to do it with words.